Why do I let things pile up on me? At first I thought it had something to do with a lack of self-discipline (but not self-criticism) but now I wonder if something just isn't inherently wrong with me.

Do I secretly crave punishing myself with the stress of not getting things done, feeling guilty and panic? Am I an anxiety junkie?

I certainly don't subscribe to that "I do my best work under pressure" thing, but it lately it feels like I only do my work under pressure.

Enough whining. Back to the grindstone.

See ya