Ack.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yep, that is how I feel right now. I don't know what it is about me but I have a tendency to get myself in over my head. Must be some sense of overwhelming self confidence that I probably shouldn't have.
Feels like the energy rut I've been in is cycling out and I've got a lot of better focus. I'm teaching a math course and the whole teaching math thing is new for me. I'm working hard at it and I guess it's going ok, but this is probably NOT the job I should be taking to bolster my self-esteem. Lots of positive things can happen from this job if I do it well. Sigh...
Something that is working to bolster said esteem is a charity photography exhibition that I have two photographs in. Hopefully, the charity is going to be in the fundraising and not the selecting of my pictures. It's not a major gallery or anything, but it's not the local corner store either. I'm not sure what to expect so I will keep people posted on what it was like if anyone is interested. The opening party is September 26th. Maybe I will even sell a couple copies of the photo!!!!!!!!!!! If I had the money I would buy one of my photos! The prices set for the charity is 30 000 yen/photo (about... 260 USD?). Since I LOVE my photo, good thing I took it.
I have it printed, signed, matted and framed. DONE!!! and two weeks ahead of schedule!!! This is probably a record for me.
I've figured out how to make the best use of blog-time--scan my slides while I sit here bloging. Since a set takes about 20 minutes, I should be the queen of blogs by the time I have all my scans finished. Hopefully, once I get the old ones done, I will keep up to date on my scans as I get film back........Hahahahahahahaaaaa.